Ken Ogger
| Ken Ogger | |
|---|---|
| |
| Birthdate | 01/24 |
| Birthday | January 24, 1949 |
| Deceased | Yes |
| Died on | May 28, 2007 |
| Nationality | American |
| Occupation | Scientologist |
NOTE: This article discusses an offshoot. Offshoots are considered something OTHER than Scientology, as they were not developed by L. Ron Hubbard, and they have never been practiced in any Scientology Church.
The Pilot (Ken Ogger) played a notable part in the exodus from Scientology Church from 1997 when he published his Super Scio book (800 A4 pages), his Scientology Reformers Home Page (36 A4 Pages also in 1997) and his book Self Clearing (May 1998 332 A4 pages, revised 2004 392 pages). These were all published on the Internet, under the pseudonym "The Pilot" to the newsgroups alt.religion.scientology and alt clearing.technologyThe methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65) ''Abbr.'' tech
. He sent them from "pilot@hiddenplace.com", an address which did not exist (he could not be traced from that address). It should be noted that at that time the Church of Scientology (etc.) were not aware of the danger of the Internet to their "monopoly" of Scientology, and their members could communicate to the internet, writing possibly through sites which made them anonymous. From 25 Aug 1997 Ken started sending fortnightly postings to the Internet, which again could not be traced to him, the originator (they are filed at http://www.freezoneearth.org/pilot/posts/eframeset.htm , selection were sent weekly with comments to: http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?27983-The-Pilot-Excerpts-from-his-Writings ). Thus any "Church" member could read what he wrote, and the "Church" had not installed later attempts (like early on the "net nanny" and later, rules suggesting looking at Internet was an overtAn intentionally committed harmful act committed in an effort to resolve a problem. (SH Spec 44. 6410C27)) some (in and out of the "church") wrote to him via the internet public newsgroups, and he answered or commented on their postsA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200) every fortnight until 2000. Those postings (which contain some two-way commSlang, short for - communication) give some picture of conditions in broader Scientology at that time.
Contents
Brief History
Ken was born on January 24, 1949. His mother was Louise Kelly. He never met his father who had tried to kill his mother, and as a result was denied access. Ken was brought up in the family of his grandfather, and took his grandfather's surname. His identity was revealed to the Church by his estranged wife in 1999, and after that he caved in (deep apathy), had landed in hospital and was unconscious for about a month, and eventually committed suicide in 2007 in a way that made it look like murder. To this day there appear to be people who believe the "Church" murdered him.
He wrote to me and Heidrun Beer the following Biography. At that time he was aware of the possibility of the "Church" of Scientology finding out who he was and taking drastic action against him. I don't believe it has been published before now (2014). You can find the biography he published when his wife revealed him in IVy 83 ( http://articles.ivymag.org/pdf/IVy83.pdf ) page 8, a memorial issue, together with much other data and remarks about him. The following I have not edited (leaving his spelling as-is - spelling was something he was not particularly OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More about :) )
Answer to Ant's Request for a Biography
From: tekfinder@excite.com
To: ivy@post8.tele.dk
Cc: office@sgmt.at
Subject: bio
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Date: Mon, 16 Aug 1999 17:31:45 PDT
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To Antony & Heidrun,
Hi,
[quoting an email from Antony]
> In IVy 43 which reaches you in a couple of days, I have reprinted. the
> article Between Lives Exploration.
>
> I would like a Pilot article in the next IVy (which I am rushing to get
> through on time).
>
> I thought of the biography. A very interesting document, though we have
> never devoted so much space to one mans life Do you have any other
> suggetions?
My first thought is that the bio is a bit dull. I assume you are talking about the public one I posted. The confidential one is a bit better but I don't want to see that one revealed because it mentions Louise and so far, Osa hasn't cognited on her yet.
You might also consider something technical. My excitement right
now is about what is in the "Tech Breakthrough" and the related
"Cycles of Action" postsA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200) of a few weeks ago (and the "R7" sequal,
but that one needs the others to go first).
Or you could even lighten the mood with a humor postA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200). The one
that generated the most praise, both privately and on ARS was
"The Sea Orger's tale" in the style of Canterburry Tales about
a year and a half ago. [see http://articles.ivymag.org/pdf/IVy44.pdf page 41]
But you know your public better than I, and there is also the factor of balancing the types of content for the issue as a whole. So it is up to you, if you think that the public bio is the right thing, go ahead.
Best,
tekfinder
[Ant writing for this Scientolipedia site:]
This is not the one I was looking for.
Biography in his Post 60 is reprinted in IVy 83 page 9 http://articles.ivymag.org/pdf/IVy83.pdf
There is another one which he put in an email before he was exposed (the one in IVy 83 and postA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200) 8 was when he was exposed) - it is as follows.
Start of E-mail
Date: Fri, 12 Mar 1999 11:41:32 PST
From: tekfinder@excite.com
To: ivy@post8.tele.dk
Cc: office@sgmt.at
Subject: bio
To Antony & Heidrun,
It looks like I did accidently give you enough information to pin down who I am when I told you the BofA (Bank of America) story.
Ralph pointed out to me that the LA times story that mentions my name won a pulitzer prize and is up on the net at http://www.latimes.com/HOME/NEWS/REPORTS/PULITZER_98/N_HOLLYWOOD/violent_scr ipt.htm
My worry has never been about either of you personally, but only about the secruity of your files, emails, and the trustwortyness of people whom you might directly or indirectly leak information to.
My own flub with this BofA story shows how easy it is to pass on an interesting tale without realizing that if OSA heard it, they would have my name that same afternoon.
For that reason, I initially only revealed my identity to Ralph, Paul, & Homer. And Homer felt that his primary duty is to keep lightlink and the archives up no matter what happens, and so he felt that he shouldn't be included in secret stuff except on a need to know basis.
You probably don't realize how dangerous that BofA story
is because you don't have a list of OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 7 completions to
compare to the Times story, but OSA does.
Since you are now in a position of being able to leak my identity accidentally, we might as well have the benefits that come along with the dangers, so here is the brief bio that I wrote for Ralph etc.
Note that my biggest concern is in protecting Louise rather
than myself. In casethe whole sum of past by-passed charge. (HCOB 19 Aug 63) you don't know the old Commodore Staff
positions, CS-5 was the equivallent of the modern head
of the RTCReligious Technology Center.
Sooper Secret. Eyes Only. Don't leak or hint.
Somebody should know who I am just incase the Marcabians
abduct me or something. And if I just say my name, it
would be meaningless to most people, but OSA would get
everything else from my PC1. a person who, through Scientology processing, is finding out more about himself and life. (The Phoenix Lectures, p. 20) 2. a spiritual being who is now on the road to becoming Clear, hence preclear. (HCOB 5 Apr 69) 3. one who is discovering things about himself and who is becoming clearer. (HCO PL 21 Aug 63) folder if they found out,
so I might as well do a real writeup.
Autobiography
Brief Bio -
You probably don't know me.
My name is Ken Ogger.
I grew up in Manhattan.
I was raised by my grandparents (Margaret & Arthur Ogger) but told that they were my parents. After I learned the truth, Margaret would get very upset if the subject was discussed, so I continued to refer to my actual mother (Louise Kelly) as my sister, hence people who know us will be used to us refering to each other as brother and sister. Especially as we always treated each other that way. The name on my birth certificate is Kenneth Hart (from Louise's brief teenage marriage), but I've never used it.
Margaret, Louise, and another sister/aunt named Liane were all into metaphysics very heavily. I grew up in this atmosphere as did the younger children in the family (my half brother Richard and Liane's three daughters).
By the time I was 13, we were doing table tipping seance's that had the table rising into the air on a regular basis. Also, Louise had accumulated a tremendous library of metaphysical books and was doing Rosecrucian drills among other things.
Margaret owned a deli and then later had a business making
potato salid [salad] wholesale for other New York delis. Louise
was managing Mellon Music's New York office (which makes her
one of the few SOAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). execs that had significant wog management
experience).
I was in my teens, reading everything in sight, and searching for truth. Arthur (who had been an accountant) had died when I was 11 and this may have been another reason besides the metaphysical exposure which was driving me to search for answers.
In 1965 I read Evolution of a Science and felt that I had finally found the way out.
I joined foundation staff at the New York Org in 1966. I was
still going to high school during the day. My first postA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200)
was mimeo, and I read everything as I was running it off.
Initially the org was tiny (maybe 20 people on each shift)
but went through a soaring expansion and had about 150 on
each shift by early 1968.
In 1967 I finished SS II and started the OECOrg Executive Course. A course teaching the basics of organization as worked out in Scientology. Also the title of volumes of Policy Letters. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:11, May 9, 2014 (MDT) and was also
doing auditor1. one who listens and computes; a Scn practitioner. 2. one who has been trained in the technology of Scn. An auditor applies standard technology to preclears. 3. a person who through church training becomes skilled in the successful application of Dn and Scn to his family, friends and the public to achieve the ability gained as stated on the Gradation Chart for his class of training...more training.
In 1968 I completed Class 4 and also was runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75) on Power and
went into a keyed out OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More state.
My family had been dubious of Scientology, feeling that they were more advanced spiritually but I visited them on Easter weekend of 1968 while I was still in the keyed out state and demonstrated enough to convince them that Scientology was the road out.
One odd and interesting thing was that Liane had regularly
recorded our palm prints because of her interest in
palmistry and she took a new print and brought out the
old ones and it was obvious to all of us that every
lineThe military type of organization form whereby there is a definite ascending and descending chain of command. Orders pass from top management down the line of command and compliances and data pass on up without by-passing the chain of command. (Modern Management Defined (c) L. Ron Hubbard, 1976) in my hands had changed totally, apparantly from
getting runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75) on power.
Louise and her son Richard immediately got on course full
time and trained to class 4, joined the Sea OrgAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976)., and
went to LA on the "flight to freedom" that founded the AOAbbreviation for Advanced Org. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). Organization whose function is to run the Clearing and OT Courses. (FO 1151).
Louise quickly finished Class 8 and became QualQualifications: the division on many Scientology organization boards that certified the correctness of products (including auditing levels gained) and corrected outnesses and bad products from other divisions. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:17, May 9, 2014 (MDT) Sec at
the AOAbbreviation for Advanced Org. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). Organization whose function is to run the Clearing and OT Courses. (FO 1151), later moving up to being QualQualifications: the division on many Scientology organization boards that certified the correctness of products (including auditing levels gained) and corrected outnesses and bad products from other divisions. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:17, May 9, 2014 (MDT) Sec on the flagship
Apollo and was acting Commodore Staff 5 in between
Judy Ziff and John Eastman. Eventually, when Ron was
no longer around to protect her, the bad hats1. The term and idea of a hat comes from conductors or locomotive engineers, etc., each of whom wears a distinctive and different type of headgear. A hat therefore designates particular status and duties in an organization. (HCO PL 22 Sept 70) 2. The duties of a post. (HCO PL 13 Sept 70) RPFed her
and so she routed out of the Sea OrgAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976)..
Aside - when she was in the RPFAbbreviation for 1. Rehabilitation Project Force. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). The Rehabilitation Project Force has been created by the Commodore so that redemption can occur. (FO 3434), her replacement as CS-5,
John Eastman, visited her to find out how bad it was because
he was being threatened with being RPFed too. Apparently
it was dreaful enough because he folded and decided to
play ball with the young turks rather than make trouble
and end up in the RPFAbbreviation for 1. Rehabilitation Project Force. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). The Rehabilitation Project Force has been created by the Commodore so that redemption can occur. (FO 3434). That was around 1979 (I'm not
trying to keep this rambling bio in date order).
As for myself, I hung on as a NY staff member until 1971 and
then left upon completing my contract. By then I had
held numerous postsA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200) including DofT, DofP, Cramming,
DPV, Ethics, etc. You have already heard most of my own
story.
Eventually I got into computers, doing things such as designing Citicorp's online ATM authorizing systems (I was the software architect of their OFS (online financial systems) program).
I moved to LA in 1978 and went through old OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 7 in the
following year or two.
As I have said elsewhere, I searched out LRHL. Ron Hubbard tapes
and studied them endlessly. I found the complete 20th
ACCAdvanced Clinical Course - ACC - one of a number of theory and research courses delivered by L. Ron Hubbard during the years 1953 to 1961, which gave a deep insight into the phenomena of the mind and the rationale of research and investigation. in LA Org's qual tape cabinet and New York had had
the complete 16th, for example. I spent a fortune on
reels and later on cassettes. And I found other tape
fanatics and worked deals where we would borrow each
other's tapes.
I got NOTSNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown done after OT III. at AOAbbreviation for Advanced Org. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). Organization whose function is to run the Clearing and OT Courses. (FO 1151) and then went to Flag for Solo Nots
within about a year of its being released. The big
EPend phenomena: 1. "those indicators in the pc and meter which show that a chain or process is ended." It shows in Dianetics that basic on that chain and flow has been erased, and in Scientology that the pc has been released on that process being run. happened the next year after having been on the level
about 6 or 8 months.
Then came the endless overruns, messed up reviews, and
heavy ARC1. a word from the initial letters of Affinity, Reality, Communication which together equate to Understanding. It is pronounced by stating its letters, A-R- C. To Scientologists it has come to mean good feeling, love or friendliness, such as “He was in ARC with his friend.” One does not, however, fall out of ARC, he has an ARC break. (LRH Def. Notes)...more breaks. I didn't seem to meet various hidden
standards about OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 7 completions (I'm not very PRAbbreviation for public relations. The art of making good works well known. (HCO PL 21 Nov 72 I)).
Since I started before the "return every 6 months" rule
and had never signed an agreement to return that often,
they had no threat to forcel. random effort. (Scn 0-8, p. 75) 2. energy with some direction. (PDC 56) 3. force of course is made up of time, matter, energy, flows, particles, masses, solids, liquids, gasses, space and locations. (HCOB 16 Jun 70) me back with and I reached
the point where I wasn't going back again for more overrun.
Then they launched the ship and started delivering OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 8,
and to get the ship full they made it easier to attest
to OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 7.
Finally the C/S2. the C/S is the case supervisor. He has to be an accomplished and properly certified auditor and a person trained additionally to supervise cases...MORE promised that I would be allowed to
attest if I went back to Flag one more time, and so I
did that. My completion number was, I think, somewhere
in the 700s. The regAbbreviation for register, registrar, registration. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976) was drooling over the idea of getting
me to the ship, but of course I didn't bite after having
been left hanging for so many years.
When the mass exodus began in the early 80s, I decided
to ignore policy and keep in commSlang, short for - communication with various friends
who joined the independent field. So I freequently saw
Jim Kitzmiller (we did contracting work together) while
he was getting his NOTSNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown done after OT III. at Valerie Stansfields and I
occasionally had lunch with Tom Franklin (old friend from
New York) who was active in CADA. Also, another old
friend was getting auditedThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975) by Filbert, so I met him and
read a bit of his manuscript.
Finally I dived into doing my own solo research and found
and ran the penalty universes as described in Super Scio.
It was after this, that I finally went back to flag and
attested to S/NOTSNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown done after OT III.. That included a sec check but I
had a floating TATone Arm - 1. meter control lever...MORE from the penalty universe handling, so
nothing came up.
I even got through a sec check at Incomm a few years ago.
Still persistant FNing on everything. They needed a consultant
to fix the mess they had made of their accounting system.
They had used wog consultants who didn't understand policy
and every Scientologist who did know policy whom they had
proposed to bring on had been rejected for security reasons.
So they thought that I was the solution because I was a
solo nots completion. I demanded a very high hourly
contracting rate and they got it approved. The work had
to be done at Gilman and I was getting briefed when my
folders came back from uplines with the necessary security
clearance rejected. The folks at Incomm in the Complex
still can't understand whyThat basic outness found which will lead to a recovery of stats. (HCO PL 13 Oct 70 II) wogs could get an ok to go
work on the computers at Gilman but even an s/nots completion
in good standing couldn't. Very funny.
I am still theoretically in good standing.
Currently I work as a programmer and software architect. My latest position is at Chasecredit. They do credit reports for home buyers, pulling data from TRW etc. I'm the guru for their online system. Their website is www.chasecredit.com, but I have very little to do with their internet stuff (except for being trotted out as their internet security chief when they have to sell TRW on their technical expertise). In a real emergency you can email me directly as oggerk@chasecredit.com, but I prefer not to use that one at all for this stuff and you should memorize the address rather than recording it anywhere.
I live relatively near the complex. I have lots of
friends from the old days. Many of the old New Yorkers
rose very high in the SOAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976)..
I was a math genius. I passed Mensa's entrance requirements and belonged to their organization briefly before I tired of the bullshit. I had 798 of a possible 800 on the College Boards (SATs) for Math (and a composite of over 1500). I even got some damn math award from some institute during my senior year of high school. Back in 9th grade I had founded the chess club at McBurney prep, beaten all contenders, and become the school champion (no I'm not a chess master, I've hardly played since then, barely an A level player). I was a near miss on the National Merit test.
My grades roller coastered (sometimes straight As, sometimes failures) due to both lazyness and because I enjoyed making fools of teachers who were dumber than I was (I was in a big make wrong). Even so, I got a scholarship and went to NYU.
I enrolled in a pre-med concentration (took Organic Chemistry) with a Music Major (took Music Theory) and with a special dispensation for advanced math classes (took honors calculus with the director of the Courant Institute). This was 1967.
At the same time I was Director of Tech Services on NY foundation staff with about 7 juniors under me (the org was huge, St Hill size at that time). I had gotten on foundation staff back when I was a senior in high school.
And I was training in the academy for a couple of hours
after postA position from which a terminal operates in an org, where one knows that somebody is at. (FO 2200) almost every night, not just doing levels
but listening to every damn extra tape that I could
find to fill out the materials and get more understanding.
It's a wonder that I didn't have a nervous breakdown,
burning the candle at both ends. Instead I got runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75) on
grade 5 and keyed out OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More.
Then, after half a year of college, I decided to drop
out and get on BOTH shifts at NY org because I believed
in the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65). The university was shocked, considered me
a genius, and insisted on giving me an unlimited leave
of absence, but I never went back.
As for me, I had abandoned everything for the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65),
and the reward was that OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More phenomena was starting to
happen around me. I was happy as a clam.
That is, until heavy ethics1. The rules or standards governing the conduct of the members of a profession. (HCO PL 3 May 72). 2. A system of removing the counter-effort to the forward push. (6711C18SO), standard techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65), and all the
other mess dragged me back into the mud as the insanities
escallated throughout 1968-9.
By 1969 I was a shadow of my former self. The last
bright spot was the time when I blew-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II) staff and easily got
a job as a cost accountant for a Monsanto subsidiary
(unbelievable for a 19 year old college dropout, but I
could just do things like that pretty much by postulate).
But after a few months of making real money I let Wayne
Marple talk me into getting back on staff.
By 1970 I couldn't postulate my way out of a paper bag. That's in contrast to being in a state where I'd just wish for a 7-UP and the waitress (without being asked) would just put one down in front of me and say that I could have it for free because she had drawn it by mistake (true story from 1968).
When I left staff for the last time in 1971 I was in complete shell shock. I just loafed and mooched off my family for quite a few months and then worked a super market cash register for a few months more, it was that bad.
Finally with my back to the wall I picked up a low
paying job as an accounts payable adjuster for a
department store chain (Korvetts). I stayed there
until 1975, slowly recovering from the dead. During
that period I was married to my first wife, Jenny,
who later married Dave Silberstein and joined the
SOAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). and the two of them worked at ASHOAbbreviation for American Saint Hill Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). for a few
years before routing out.
Around 1974 I started getting back to my former self
and went in to the NY orgShort for organization. (HCO PL 8 Sept 69), got a bit of auditingThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975) and
retreaded class 0. An expanded grades co-auditThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
got me to expaned grade 2 and I went clear OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More on
it. With that the OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More state came back.
I decided that I should have a better profession, looked around and decided that computers was the thing to learn.
That week a friend called me up (out of the blue,
incredible!) and offered to teach me programming.
I did my usual of reading everything in sight around
the clock and got a job teaching programming (!)
a few weeks later. After eight months of that I
became a senior systems programmer at a New York
bank2. a colloquial name for the reactive mind. This is what the procedures of Scn are devoted to disposing of, for it is only a burden to an individual and he is much better off without it. (Scn AD)...more. The year after that I became a technical
leader at Chase Manhattan, and then in 1978 I
moved to LA and started consulting. In 1979 I
got my first big contract and designed Sou Calif
Edison's power plant maintence tracking software
(I even spent a month down at the nuclear plant
reading everything in sight). Eventually in the
1980s I took a high perks job as one of Citicorp's
handfull of systems architects and stayed there
until the end of the 80s. They were flying me
around the country a lot and it was convienient
for stopping off at Flag occasionally.
Through all these years, the OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More state has been rare
and sporatic. When its there, my wishes seem to
come true, wild and improbable things happen.
Objects moving is the rarest manifestation, pure
serendipity is the most common.
But I am not there most of the time. Usually I suffer under the weight of the Mest universe and the feeling of being trapped.
Some might think that it is simply that when I have
good luck it makes me feel good and so I think
that I am OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More. But the sequence is the opposite.
It is always that first I have the wonderful feeling
and the awareness and the certainty, and then comes
the miraculous phone call or the improbable job
offer.
But I can't enter the state at will or get to it
by logic. Sometimes it comes from processing, but
I can't get to it a second time with the same
process, it is a key out effect rather than the
logical consequence of the process runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75), and it
does not rehabwhen the person was originally released he had become aware of something that caused the reactive mind to de-stimulate at that point or become weak. And so he released...More.
I am still struggling for understanding.
I have my sister's support in this effort and a number of old class 4s & 6s but I haven't dared to reveal myself to very many people yet.
My wife, Ann Tordai, is not in agreement with me.
She feels that what is wrong is KSW #2, namely
that the SOAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). is incapable of applying the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65)
correctory but that the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65) itself is correct
and complete. She is not happy with my squirrling
and extending the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65), but doesn't report me because
she is very unhappy with AOAbbreviation for Advanced Org. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). Organization whose function is to run the Clearing and OT Courses. (FO 1151) which she considers to
have gross out techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65) and out ethics1. The rules or standards governing the conduct of the members of a profession. (HCO PL 3 May 72). 2. A system of removing the counter-effort to the forward push. (6711C18SO).
My contacts into the SOAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). and the complex are very
tenuous, being indirect and second hand. Things
like somebody who's son is doing graphics for
www.scientology.orgShort for organization. (HCO PL 8 Sept 69), somebody who's sister is doing
tape transcript for Gold, somebody who's old
friend boasted about coining the term "Ars Bigots"
(all right, it was coined by big league FSM and
OSA shill Jim Jackson, but don't repeat that because
it might trace back to me - he might not have told
may non-OSA people), and so forth.
I do not have lines into upper management although I do hear stories sometimes.
I do not know how much support I have amoung orgShort for organization. (HCO PL 8 Sept 69)
staff or how deeply things have spread.
I just keep writing and hoping that its making a difference.
It seems really appropriate that both Louise and I
had a majority of our staff experience in QualQualifications: the division on many Scientology organization boards that certified the correctness of products (including auditing levels gained) and corrected outnesses and bad products from other divisions. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:17, May 9, 2014 (MDT).
This really is an effort to correct the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65) and
the orgs.
Note that the tape "Talk on a Basic QualQualifications: the division on many Scientology organization boards that certified the correctness of products (including auditing levels gained) and corrected outnesses and bad products from other divisions. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:17, May 9, 2014 (MDT)" was
given to Louise personally with her sitting across
the desk from Ron as he spoke and he called her
"The best damn QualQualifications: the division on many Scientology organization boards that certified the correctness of products (including auditing levels gained) and corrected outnesses and bad products from other divisions. [[User:AntPhillips|Antony A Phillips]] 23:17, May 9, 2014 (MDT) Sec I ever had". She is very
loyal to Ron and doesn't want to have anything
to do with the critics. But she believes strongly
in reform, supports extending the research, and
wants all the techAbbreviation for technology. The methods of application of an art or science as opposed to mere knowledge of the science or art itself. (HCOB 13 Sep 65) to get out on the net as I do.
The fact that nobody got sick when the critics
started putting the OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More 3 materials out on the net
and talking about BTs was a big eye opener for
her.
She personally recruited DM into the Sea OrgAbbreviation for Sea Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976).. She
was on a recruitment mission and had a whole bunch
rounded up in a room at ASHOAbbreviation for American Saint Hill Organization. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976).. And the GOAbbreviation for 1. Guardian's Office. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). The Guardian's Office handles certain publics which are its sole responsibility. These publics are as follows: press relations, government relations, special Guardian group relations, opposition group relations, troublesome relations. (BPL 20 May 70 I) ripped
off the entire crew. She had to sign a secrecy
agreement not to disclose that she had recruited
them and could not explain whyThat basic outness found which will lead to a recovery of stats. (HCO PL 13 Oct 70 II) her statAbbreviation for statistic. A number or amount compared to an earlier number or amount of the same thing. Statistics refer to the quantity of work done or the value of it in money. (HCO PL 16 Dec 65) was zero
and had to runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75) around like mad to recruit another
batch of people. And that original crew disappeared
and then reappeared in positions of power the
following year. Very mysterious.
She has been in the same kind of rare sporatic
keyed out OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More state that I have. Actually made
a vase float in the air infront of Judy Ziff once.
And just as incapable of doing that stuff at will
as I am.
As far as I know, we're the strongest OTs (along with a few others like Otto and maybe Filbert) that came off the bridge. A tiny handful of people who've actually moved an object once or twice infront of witnesses and can't do it again.
Don't even hint of Louise's involvement. The orgShort for organization. (HCO PL 8 Sept 69)
does keep tabs on her because she wrote so much of
the materials (data series, etc.) and OSA would be
on her in a flash.
I hope that you're not disappointed because I don't
have the AOAbbreviation for Advanced Org. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976). Organization whose function is to run the Clearing and OT Courses. (FO 1151) HGC ready to revolt at the wave of my
hand. I exaggerate the strength of my org contacts
slightly in my postings so as to drive OSA PTSPOTENTIAL TROUBLE SOURCE, 1. a person or preclear who “roller-coasters,” i.e., gets better, then worse. This occurs only when his connection to a suppressive person or group is unhandled and he must, in order to make his gains from Scn permanent, receive processing intended to handle such...More.
But I do think that they are building up into a self destructive frenzy. The phone calls to get me onto the s/nots certainty course are growing in volume and urgency and I've talked with other s/nots completions in good standing who think that the certainty business is money making bullshit and wouldn't go back.
Just this once I needed to runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75) off at the mouth
because I've been keeping this all so hidden for
so long. If it leaks I would probably only suffer
being declared and dead agented, but my sister
might be physically in danger, they would see
her as another David Mayo and there is no telling
how psychotic they might act to prevent that from
happening again.
Please keep this all in the strictest confidence.
Best,
You know who.
Books and Links
The Pilot wrote two books while he was anonymous and hidden. Both were issued electronically via the Internet to the two newsgroups which covered Scientology at that time.
The first was called Super Scio, is Copyright 1997, written in Word format, is A4/ letter size and contains 832 pages. It contains a very wide variety of speculations and data on Scientology. One of the interesting parts is the chapter on Cosmic History where he gives a fairly comprehensive, though speculative, history of thetans through a series of universes and this can be found at [[1]] . The full book is downloadable from [[2]].
The second book he wrote was called Self Clearing gives a very basic and comprehensive rundown for auditingThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975) oneself, which could be usable by a number of people. See the Scientolipedia article at [[3]]
You will find at http://articles.ivymag.org/pdf/IVy83.pdf the memorial issue of International Viewpoints (IVy) which was issued shortly after The Pilot's death, the biography he issued shortly after his wife had given him away to the "Church" and other background articles.
His Scientology Reformer's Homepage, posted on the Internet at a time when the church was not aware of the danger of truth coming to their members through the Internet, was a notable "blow-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II) to the enemyWhen a person is an avowed and knowing enemy of an individual, a group, project or org, a condition of enemy exists. (Modern Management Technology Defined (C) 1976).". See it here.
He was (English understatement) a slightly remarkable man. Antony A Phillips 21st. April 2014
