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| + | I had wanted to get on NOTs for many decades. It had been my plan to do the L’s before NOTs. Prices for both kept that realization at bay and the increasing number of obstacles put in my way made it look less and less possible that I would ever get either of them done. I had resigned myself to not getting up the Bridge this lifetime. I was not happy about that but had accepted it, baring some very unusual circumstances. | ||
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| + | Those very unusual circumstances presented themselves in, as you might expect, in a very unusual way. I left the Church. As a result of doing that the very suppression which had weighed me down vanished and the possibilities opened up, literally, immediately before me. | ||
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| + | So I spent the next year doing all three L’s delivered by Trey Lotz. A very worth while and in my opinion necessary experience. Not necessary to getting onto NOTs but necessary as a part of ones upper bridge. | ||
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| + | Upon completing the L’s I immediately started NOTs . Well not immediately, I studied the materials for a few weeks (3). Yes, a few weeks, part time, enough to read through all of the LRH HCOBS to figure out what were the primary processes. I studied the correction list so I would know what to do to fix any mistakes and to know what the typical mistakes were so as to avoid them. | ||
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| + | 22 days following my L10 completion I started Soloing NOTs. To be sure, I was nowhere near as proficient with the materials as I am today, but that doesn’t matter. My skill in running the level was gained by running the level, not through endless drilling. | ||
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| + | I am here to say it is not difficult. It is not necessary to study for months doing endless drilling on every aspect of the R/D. It is not scary, except as it is unknown to you. It does not require a burdensome checksheet, killer drills and checkouts, sec checks up the wazoo, six month checks and all the oversight the CoS puts one through. It is simplicity itself. It is easier to run than OT III in my opinion and certainly much easier than lower Bridge auditing. | ||
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| + | You must know how to audit and your auditing basics need to be in. You need to know how to L& N. This in not nearly as difficult as L & Ning on lower grades and easier to correct if you blow it. This is not a complete listing of the skills necessary I’m simply pointing out that it is not nearly as difficult as you may believe or been led to believe. The CoS has been playing on our ignorance for decades on these points. Recognize that much of what you have been told or led to believe about this level is probably false, if those views were gleaned while in the church. | ||
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| + | =23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTs Sessions = | ||
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| + | I had truly amazing wins and T/A action. The T/A was pumping up and down there were l/f b/d's followed by fb/d fb/d fb/d, time and time again. The b/d's were happening so frequently I was a bit amazed. I understand that this is a good thing and what LRH say can happen but it happened so often I was amazed. I kept it up until I was certain all of the (items) were handled, and the occasional suspicion of s/t unhandled registering as only a tick or a slow was inspected by me. I wasn't going to leave anything behind, to the best of my ability that is. | ||
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| + | I had really fabulous wins and blew loads of charge (items). Afterwards I reviewed my sessions and realized I had made a couple of small errors and noted them in my folder to be checked and corrected if need be. | ||
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= April 20, 12 = | = April 20, 12 = | ||
I had a string of really good NOTs sessions today. | I had a string of really good NOTs sessions today. | ||
Revision as of 03:51, May 9, 2012
Contents
The Beginning
I had wanted to get on NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
for many decades. It had been my plan to do the L’s before NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
. Prices for both kept that realization at bay and the increasing number of obstacles put in my way made it look less and less possible that I would ever get either of them done. I had resigned myself to not getting up the Bridge1. the route to Clear, the Bridge , which we call the Classification, Gradation and Awareness Chart. (Aud 107 ASNO) 2. a term originating in early Dn days to symbolize travel from unknowingness to revelation. (Aud 72 ASNO).
this lifetime. I was not happy about that but had accepted it, baring some very unusual circumstances.
Those very unusual circumstances presented themselves in, as you might expect, in a very unusual way. I left the Church. As a result of doing that the very suppression which had weighed me down vanished and the possibilities opened up, literally, immediately before me.
So I spent the next year doing all three L’s delivered by Trey Lotz. A very worth while and in my opinion necessary experience. Not necessary to getting onto NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
but necessary as a part of ones upper bridge.
Upon completing the L’s I immediately started NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
. Well not immediately, I studied the materials for a few weeks (3). Yes, a few weeks, part time, enough to read through all of the LRHL. Ron Hubbard HCOBS to figure out what were the primary processes. I studied the correction list so I would know what to do to fix any mistakes and to know what the typical mistakes were so as to avoid them.
22 days following my L10 completion I started Soloing NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
. To be sure, I was nowhere near as proficient with the materials as I am today, but that doesn’t matter. My skill in running the level was gained by running the level, not through endless drilling.
Side note:
I am here to say it is not difficult. It is not necessary to study for months doing endless drilling on every aspect of the R/D. It is not scary, except as it is unknown to you. It does not require a burdensome checksheetA list of materials, often divided into sections, that give the theory and practical steps which, when completed, give one a study completion...More
, killer drills and checkouts, sec checks up the wazoo, six month checks and all the oversight the CoS puts one through. It is simplicity itself. It is easier to runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75)
than OTOperating Thetan - 7. this state of being is attained by drills and familiarity after the state of Clear has been obtained. A real OT has no reactive bank, is cause over matter, energy, space, time and thought and is completely free. (HCOB 12 Jul 65)...More
III in my opinion and certainly much easier than lower Bridge1. the route to Clear, the Bridge , which we call the Classification, Gradation and Awareness Chart. (Aud 107 ASNO) 2. a term originating in early Dn days to symbolize travel from unknowingness to revelation. (Aud 72 ASNO).
auditingThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
.
You must know how to auditThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
and your auditingThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
basics need to be in. You need to know how to L& N. This in not nearly as difficult as L & Ning on lower grades and easier to correct if you blow-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II)
it. This is not a complete listing of the skills necessary I’m simply pointing out that it is not nearly as difficult as you may believe or been led to believe. The CoS has been playing on our ignorance for decades on these points. Recognize that much of what you have been told or led to believe about this level is probably false, if those views were gleaned while in the church.
23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
Sessions
I had truly amazing wins and T/A action. The T/A was pumping up and down there were l/f b/d's followed by fb/d fb/d fb/d, time and time again. The b/d's were happening so frequently I was a bit amazed. I understand that this is a good thing and what LRHL. Ron Hubbard say can happen but it happened so often I was amazed. I kept it up until I was certain all of the (items) were handled, and the occasional suspicion of s/t unhandled registering as only a tick or a slow was inspected by me. I wasn't going to leave anything behind, to the best of my ability that is.
I had really fabulous wins and blew-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II)
loads of charge1. harmful energy or force accumulated and stored within the reactive mind, resulting from the conflicts and unpleasant experiences that a person has had. Auditing discharges this charge so that it is no longer there to affect the individual. (Scn AD)..more
(items). Afterwards I reviewed my sessions and realized I had made a couple of small errors and noted them in my folder to be checked and corrected if need be.
April 20, 12
I had a string of really good NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
sessions today.
I can't go into what they were, which is a shame really because they were fabulous. This material IS the stuff of life. Ron described it as living lightening and it certainly is. Always a blow-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II)
out. You get used to FNing or FTAing all the time and it becomes the norm. So you really notice something that doesn't belong. It really sticks out. What's fabulous is you then get to address it, at which point it vanishes- poof like so much smoke.
It is amazingly simple to runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75)
. The CoS has put out so much false data about this R/D, how long it takes to train someone, how dangerous it is with out their supervision, their csing, their sec checks etc etc. It's all lies.
The rundown is simple and smooth. Once you've handled something, it's gone. It not released or keyed out, it's gone. You are handling Source Materials and once something is contacted and blown it is gone. Frequently taking much other material with it. That last one really gets the needle swinging or more likely banging of the pins.
I auditThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
in my office and it's pretty quiet. I commonly hear this little ping, it's the needle banging off the stops. Kinda funny.
I love this Rundown. All those that have gone before know of what I am speaking. All those waiting in the wings, come on in the water is fine.
May 4,2012
I just got out of a Solo session and recognize how relaxed I am.
I feel like I’m on vacation in some stress free place taking in the day. It slowly washed over me and the needle started a slow fall, then a slow rise back and forth until it was no longer staying on the dial. Looked like a good place to end session.
I still have work to do but it doesn’t seem pressing. My space is very calm despite its being a hectic day. I think I’ll take a little walk.
It seems to be expanding, that feeling of relaxation. A sense of calm and well being is pervasive.
What’s not to like about this.
5 May 2012
My recent sessions have a quality of seeming very smooth. The material reads and runs the same, but the session feels gentle and smooth as opposed to hard and banging as are some. All of them are great. Interesting are the various and changing qualities of the material and the way sessions runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75)
. I find they runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75)
a particular way for a while then the pattern changes and another one emerges. It is one of the things I find fascinating about NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
. Not only the material itself but it’s ever charging character and quality of session. Lately my session E/Ps have snuck up on me very gently. I’ve had to stop and consider how the Pre-Ot is doing. This usually results in some recognition of being exteriorthe fellow would just move out, away from the body and be aware of himself as independent of a body but still able to control and handle the body. (Spec Lect 7006C21).
or very blown out followed by an lf-bd- fn before I am fully cognizant of it myself, well almost. A very nice way to greet the day.
8 May 2012
This afternoon’s session was fun, typical fare for a NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
session with the exception of some funny cogs.
There were several of these about death as a conditionA condition is an operating state. (SH Spec 62, 6505C25)
and not very permanent, they had me laughing. It turns out that these considerations formed a conditionA condition is an operating state. (SH Spec 62, 6505C25)
of existence that when viewed during NOTsNew Era Dianetics for OT's. Done in two main sections after OT III. Audited NOTS (OT V) and Solo NOTS (OT VI & VII with OT VI being the course that trains the pre-OT how to solo audit NOTS) Note: OT IV is the OT Drug Rundown.
resulted in their blowing rather easily and dramatically. The needle took off like a rocket banging down hard to the right as these things blew-v. ''Slang'' unauthorized departure from an area. (HCOB 19 Jun 71 II)
off. Once started it only took the slightest of looks again into the area to start a series of blows of these masses knocking the t/a down as it went. This from the simplest of casethe whole sum of past by-passed charge. (HCOB 19 Aug 63)
approaches, an ARC1. a word from the initial letters of Affinity, Reality, Communication which together equate to Understanding. It is pronounced by stating its letters, A-R- C. To Scientologists it has come to mean good feeling, love or friendliness, such as “He was in ARC with his friend.” One does not, however, fall out of ARC, he has an ARC break. (LRH Def. Notes)...more
x handling. You just never know what you’re going to get with this R/D and you have to be surprised at nothing as LRHL. Ron Hubbard says or you’ll end up very surprised. Some of the damndest things come up for handling.
I have realized that life is what I am auditingThe application of Scientology processes and procedures to someone by a trained auditor. (Dianetics & Scientology Technical Dictionary (C) 1975)
, not only in content but life as we live it. Our day to day affairs, good and bad provide a bountiful smorgasbord of potential materials to examine and runUndergo processing. (Science of Survival, p.75)
.