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Tim Swanson: /* April 20, 2012 */

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Tim Swanson: /* 24 Mar 2011 */

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‎24 Mar 2011

Tim Swanson: /* 23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTs Session */

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‎23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTs Session

Tim Swanson: /* April 20, 12 */

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‎April 20, 12

Tim Swanson: /* May 4,2012 */

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‎May 4,2012

Tim Swanson at 00:58, May 15, 2012

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Tim Swanson at 00:05, May 12, 2012

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Tim Swanson at 16:00, May 9, 2012

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 What a ride.
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 I had a string of really good NOTs sessions today.

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	Next session. Got set up and ready to go. The needle is all over the dial but I busy with my paperwork. When I’m finally ready to go I notice the needle is off the dial so I bring it back up. It promptly falls off again. I bring it back up and it falls off again. I think my meter is broken so I check sensitivity again, the leads and the connections, it all looks good. Must be the meter charge is down, so I check. It’s fine but I plug it in anyway because the needle won’t stay on the dial and something seems wonky.		Next session. Got set up and ready to go. The needle is all over the dial but I busy with my paperwork. When I’m finally ready to go I notice the needle is off the dial so I bring it back up. It promptly falls off again. I bring it back up and it falls off again. I think my meter is broken so I check sensitivity again, the leads and the connections, it all looks good. Must be the meter charge is down, so I check. It’s fine but I plug it in anyway because the needle won’t stay on the dial and something seems wonky.

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		+	Next session. Got set up and ready to go. The needle is all over the dial but I busy with my paperwork. When I’m finally ready to go I notice the needle is off the dial so I bring it back up. It promptly falls off again. I bring it back up and it falls off again. I think my meter is broken so I check sensitivity again, the leads and the connections, it all looks good. Must be the meter charge is down, so I check. It’s fine but I plug it in anyway because the needle won’t stay on the dial and something seems wonky.

		+	I bring it up to set and it stays there for less than an instant and falls off the dial. It keeps doing this as the T/A counter starts adding up. Eventually I realize that this is what an FTA (Floating Tone Arm) looks like.

		+	No session today as I’m doing too well despite the previous days session errors.

		+	= 7 April 2011 =
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		+	Stuff is blowing so fast in session I am unable to keep up the admin. The falls, blow downs and F/N’s just come one on top of another. Stuff is blowing as soon as I spot it, blowing by inspection with the least little look. I sometimes see little bright sparkles of light when locating something to run. Sometimes I see a cloud of little lights. I put my attention on it and it blows in a whoosh. The release is tremendous when that happens. The needle is banging off the dial when this occurs.
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		+	I laugh to myself when people ask how they will know what to run and are very concerned about reads, instant reads etc. The reads bang the needle off the dial. They are unmistakable.
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		+	= 8 April 2011 =
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		+	I am finally at a point where my case is my own to confront and handle. Thank god. This is truly, freedom.
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		+	All I need is a body and a meter, and a few references. I find I'm auditing exterior. I am out of the body when running, looking and handling the material. It runs amazingly this way.
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		+	It is tremendous being cause over my case and having the ability to audit it. I recalled, while doing the L's, wanting to handle this stuff millennia ago. And I mean actual recall of wondering what this stuff was I was carrying around and how to get rid of it. Force had marginal workability and ultimately only seemed to make matters worse. Soloing NOTs is a breeze, very rewarding and enlightening experience. The Wins are tremendous.
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		+	LRH says that blowing by inspection is the best method and you can expect this to occur more often later in the rundown. This is happening in the beginning of the rundown for me. In any given session most of what I find to run blows on inspection. I complained to a friend that I never get to actually audit, most everything blows too fast.
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		+	= 18 April 2011 =
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		+	I had an amazing NOTs session today, nice win, nice f/n VGI's pc feeling pretty good etc. I had contacted and handled a significant event during the session and was pretty blown out about it. At this point I attempted to end the session.
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		+	I then got several series of LF BD F/Ns followed by more of the same for another 10 minutes or 2 1/2 pages of writing LF/BD FN FN. FBD FN BD FBD F/N etc sometimes faster than I could write. It would seem to ease off for a few moments then start all over again and have me speedily writing and pumping the T/A to keep the needle on the dial, which was difficult.
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		+	It was actually getting physically difficult to deal with the amount of charge and mass that was blowing. It was pulsing on and off as the T/A was pumping up and down vigorously. Needles to say I am feeling pretty good about that.
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		+	What a ride.

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	I had a string of really good NOTs sessions today.		I had a string of really good NOTs sessions today.

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 I love this Rundown. All those that have gone before know of what I am speaking. All those waiting in the wings, come on in the water is fine.
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 I just got out of a Solo session and recognize how relaxed I am.

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	I wish they all ran like this. This is great!		I wish they all ran like this. This is great!
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		+	= 14 May 2012 =
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		+	Todays session was very personal. It dealt with my views on myself and with my relationship and existence as a spiritual being. More so than the usual session which always does this in varying degrees.
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		+	False views and ideas fell away as the session progressed and a clearer understanding of of these things resulted.
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		+	It is satisfying to clear away these other ideas and views, to clean out those that are not mine, sometimes suprisingly, and see for myself what these things are and my relationship to them, Not the mechanical understanding of this is this and that is that but the bright flashing realization that occurs when the shadows are suddenly cleared away and the light of truth pours through.
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		+	These are the moments in Solo that I love the most and today was one of them.

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 = May 4,2012 =
 I just got out of a Solo session and recognize how relaxed I am.
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 I have realized that life is what I am auditing, not only in content but life as we live it.  Our day to day affairs, good and bad provide a bountiful smorgasbord of potential materials to examine and run.

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 = The Beginning =
-I had wanted to get on NOTs for many decades. It had been my plan to do the L’s before NOTs.  Prices for both kept that realization at bay and the increasing number of obstacles put in my way made it look less and less possible that I would ever get either of them done.  I had resigned myself to not getting up the Bridge this lifetime.  I was not happy about that but had accepted it, baring some very unusual circumstances.
+I had wanted to get on [[NOTs]] for many decades. It had been my plan to do the L’s before NOTs.  Prices for both kept that realization at bay and the increasing number of obstacles put in my way made it look less and less possible that I would ever get either of them done.  I had resigned myself to not getting up the Bridge this lifetime.  I was not happy about that but had accepted it, baring some very unusual circumstances.
 Those very unusual circumstances presented themselves, as you might expect, in a very unusual way.  I left the Church.  As a result of that, the very suppression which had weighed me down vanished and the possibilities opened up, literally, immediately before me.

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 I had wanted to get on NOTs for many decades. It had been my plan to do the L’s before NOTs.  Prices for both kept that realization at bay and the increasing number of obstacles put in my way made it look less and less possible that I would ever get either of them done.  I had resigned myself to not getting up the Bridge this lifetime.  I was not happy about that but had accepted it, baring some very unusual circumstances.
-Those very unusual circumstances presented themselves, as you might expect, in a very unusual way.  I left the Church.  As a result of doing that the very suppression which had weighed me down vanished and the possibilities opened up, literally, immediately before me.
+Those very unusual circumstances presented themselves, as you might expect, in a very unusual way.  I left the Church.  As a result of that, the very suppression which had weighed me down vanished and the possibilities opened up, literally, immediately before me.
 So I spent the next year doing all three L’s delivered by [[Trey Lotz]].  A very worth while and in my opinion necessary experience.  Not necessary to getting onto NOTs but necessary as a part of ones upper bridge.
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 I am here to say it is not difficult.  It is not necessary to study for months doing endless drilling on every aspect of the R/D.  It is not scary, except as it is unknown to you.  It does not require a burdensome checksheet,  killer drills and checkouts, sec checks up the wazoo, six month checks and all the oversight the CoS puts one through.  It is simplicity itself.  It is easier to run than OT III in my opinion and certainly much easier than lower Bridge auditing.
-You must know how to audit and your auditing basics need to be in.  You need to know how to L& N.  This in not nearly as difficult as L & Ning on lower grades and easier to correct if you blow it.  This is not a complete listing of the skills necessary I’m simply pointing out that it is not nearly as difficult as you may believe or been led to believe.  The CoS has been playing on our ignorance for decades on these points.  Recognize that much of what you have been told or led to believe about this level is probably false, if those views were gleaned while in the church.
+You must know how to audit and your auditing basics need to be in.  You need to know how to L& N.  This is not nearly as difficult as L & Ning on lower grades and easier to correct if you blow it.  This is not a complete listing of the skills necessary, I’m simply pointing out that it is not nearly as difficult as you may believe or been led to believe.  The CoS has been playing on our ignorance for decades on this Rundown.  Recognize that much of what you have been told or led to believe about this level is probably false, if those views were gleaned while in the church.
-=23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTs Sessions =
+=23 Mar 2011- My First Solo NOTs Session =
 I had truly amazing wins and T/A action.  The T/A was pumping up and down there were l/f b/d's followed by fb/d fb/d fb/d, time and time again.  The b/d's were happening so frequently I was a bit amazed.  I understand that this is a good thing and what LRH say can happen but it happened so often I was amazed.  I kept it up until I was certain all of the (items) were handled, and the occasional suspicion of s/t unhandled registering as only a tick or a slow was inspected by me.  I wasn't going to leave anything behind, to the best of my ability that is.

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 So I spent the next year doing all three L’s delivered by [[Trey Lotz]].  A very worth while and in my opinion necessary experience.  Not necessary to getting onto NOTs but necessary as a part of ones upper bridge.
-Upon completing the L’s I immediately started NOTs .  Well not immediately, I studied the materials for a few weeks (3).  Yes, a few weeks, part time, enough to read through all of the LRH HCOBS to figure out what were the primary processes. I studied the correction list so I would know what to do to fix any mistakes and to know what the typical mistakes were so as to avoid them.
+Upon completing the L’s I immediately started NOTs .  Well not immediately, I studied the materials for a few weeks (3).  Yes, a few weeks, part time, enough to read through all of the LRH HCOBS to figure out the primary processes. I studied the correction list so I would know what to do to fix any mistakes and to know what the typical mistakes were so as to avoid them.
-days following my L10 completion I started Soloing NOTs.  To be sure, I was nowhere near as proficient with the materials as I am today, but that doesn’t matter.  My skill in running the level was gained by running the level, not through endless drilling.
+days following my L10 completion I started Soloing NOTs.  To be sure, I was nowhere near as proficient with the materials as I am today, but that doesn’t matter.  My skill in running the level was gained by running the level, not through endless drilling. And running the level is a very enjoyable process.
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