View source for L10 Wins-I've Stopped Being 'Me'

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|Auditor=Trey Lotz
|Name=Kate
|Auditing Success=L 10
|Website=http://scientolipedia.org/info/Trey_Lotz
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Good morning Trey,

I thought you'd get a kick out of this.  Jenny, remember Jenny?  This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number.  HA!  Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me.  I no longer introvert.  Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!"  and she'll laff.  I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!!  I ENJOY the tone level now.  HA!  

This has been an amazing week.  One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks.  I began whistling.  A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk.   No one in our office whistles.  HA!  The whole group was just having a good ol' time.  

Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit.  I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!  

Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'.  It's hard to describe.  I'm just not myself anymore.  I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be.  Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity?  Like that.  I just am.  I'm aware of being aware.  Kinda like a cat or a dog.  No sense of self, I just exist.  That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown.  What a feeling of expansion.  An identity ties one down.  I have reality on that now. 

One other thing.  Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done.  Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.  

My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it.  Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!!  Having to take care of a body wasn't fun.  Having to exercise was just pain!  HAHAHAHAAA!!  Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it.  HAHAHAHA!!   

Love
Kate,

I thought you'd get a kick out of this.  Jenny, remember Jenny?  This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number.  HA!  Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me.  I no longer introvert.  Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!"  and she'll laff.  I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!!  I ENJOY the tone level now.  HA!  

This has been an amazing week.  One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks.  I began whistling.  A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk.   No one in our office whistles.  HA!  The whole group was just having a good ol' time.  

Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit.  I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!  

Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'.  It's hard to describe.  I'm just not myself anymore.  I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be.  Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity?  Like that.  I just am.  I'm aware of being aware.  Kinda like a cat or a dog.  No sense of self, I just exist.  That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown.  What a feeling of expansion.  An identity ties one down.  I have reality on that now. 

One other thing.  Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done.  Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.  

My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it.  Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!!  Having to take care of a body wasn't fun.  Having to exercise was just pain!  HAHAHAHAAA!!  Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it.  HAHAHAHA!!   

Love
Kate,
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I thought you'd get a kick out of this.  Jenny, remember Jenny?  This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number.  HA!  Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me.  I no longer introvert.  Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!"  and she'll laff.  I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!!  I ENJOY the tone level now.  HA!  

This has been an amazing week.  One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks.  I began whistling.  A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk.   No one in our office whistles.  HA!  The whole group was just having a good ol' time.  

Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit.  I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!  

Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'.  It's hard to describe.  I'm just not myself anymore.  I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be.  Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity?  Like that.  I just am.  I'm aware of being aware.  Kinda like a cat or a dog.  No sense of self, I just exist.  That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown.  What a feeling of expansion.  An identity ties one down.  I have reality on that now. 

One other thing.  Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done.  Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.  

My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it.  Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!!  Having to take care of a body wasn't fun.  Having to exercise was just pain!  HAHAHAHAAA!!  Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it.  HAHAHAHA!!   

Love
Kate

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